It's late and I can't sleep, the house is dark and so quiet, and somewhat peaceful so I blog.. I have been thinking a lot lately about the abundance of blessings Heavenly Father has bestowed upon me, so many I couldn't possibly count them all, but I try anyway.
About 4 years ago Jay and I decided to put our home on the market thinking that it wouldn't sell and knowing that no one would ever offer our asking price. After only 3 months on the market we received a full price offer, so we did what any sane couple would do--we took the offer, made a huge profit, and sold our beautiful home on Palisades drive.
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We didn't have much time to get out since the buyers needed to move in within the month. We bought a beautiful home way across town (deep in Mt. View country) something I thought we would never ever do.
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I shed so many tears as I packed away all of our belongings along with so many sweet memories. I remember the day we loaded up the last load into the truck and handed the keys over to the realtor, I felt a pain deep down inside my stomach one of those pains that you don't think will ever go away. As we drove away for the last time I looked back at our home and neighborhood so full of memories and I felt like I was leaving a huge piece of my heart behind, it really hurt.
We were leaving behind so many great memories, so many great friends, and a wonderful ward that we loved so very much. Both Jay and I shed quite a few tears that week. Jay was serving as Bishop in the BYU 140th. Ward and I was serving in the Byu 6th. Stake Relief Society presidency at the time of the move so we would not be attending the new ward. Jay had at least 2 years left to serve as Bishop so it would be a while before we could attend the new ward.
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The 140th. Ward Bishopric
Every morning for quite sometime I would wake up with such a profound feeling of sadness over our move, and really feeling like I wanted to go home. It seemed that every time I would go out just to run errands I would always end up back in the old neighborhood, I was so homesick. I started looking for homes for sale back in the old neighborhood, but nothing ever went on the market. Jay would always tell me to give it time and I would adjust, but I didn't think I would ever adjust. It only took a few months until I fully understood why we chose this home, and this neighborhood.
You see the Wilson's live on one side of us, and the Mella's live on the other side, and the Kirkham’s live right across the street. Possibly the best neighbors/friends any human being could ever ask for.
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Our Good Friends & Neighbors, The Wilsons
Never have we felt so loved, welcomed or such a feeling of belonging. We have lived here for 4 years now and you could definitely say WE ARE HOME ....For sure this is one of our greatest blessings.





2 comments:
I love that you posted this! I am having a really hard time with our recent move as well.. I hate the house and hate the neighbors. I miss our home that was in a cute neighborhood where we shared the same dreams and hopes and lifestyle (lds) with all the other people that lived by us.. I am sad and having a really hard time with it! so thanks for your post.. kinda gives me hope. I only signed a 6 mo lease on this home and I want to move out the day we can but josh is not so convinced on moving all of our crap yet again.. cross your fingers for me.. I just want to put my family in a area I want to see them grow in..not one with neighbors screaming f bombs and drinking and smoking at 3 in the afternoon.. uggg..
Hello sister Linford! I'm glad you stopped by my blog some time ago because then i was able to find you. You and your hubby are awesome and I'll always remember our time spent in Wymount with our wonderful ward...and the evening we went to your house with a small group and played a few games like:let's play zoo! So fun!
Anyway, I feel the same way every time we move. I think each time it gets harder and harder especially if it's a place you've been in quite some time. I can't imagine ever leaving our home now here in Utah with our wonderful neighbors and friends. I keep telling Scott that if he ever wants to upgrade, we just need to add on or tear down the house but rebuild in the same location :). But then, just as you said it, after time goes by, you learn to love others and they learn to love you and all is wonderful once again. Thanks for sharing your feelings.
Elisa Smith
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